H-10

Ten more days to go to my wedding ceremony.
But here I am. In the middle of nowhere.
In the place that (alhamdulillah) still have internet connection to do my job (and also to blog this post ).

My phone signal? that’s depend.
I have a little hope for Telkomsel phone, a very little hope for the telkomsel internet connection, and no hope for my Indosat M3.

In this place, the place where my real heart is not belong to,
I do something, that i don’t really sure about it myself.
Calculating, browsing, reporting, meeting, browsing, cementing, prepairing, another browsing, and blogging.
I am connected, but also disconnected.

I miss many things.
I miss my home, I miss my friends, I miss my family.
There is nothing much i can do from here.
This internet is my only hope to connect to the outside world.
But that’s not without some notes, like i cannot access any social media like facebook, twitter, and youtube.

Maybe this is my scenario.
God gave me some time for me alone to think about my future.
To think about my plan, my new family, and also my job.

I remember,
That I still have many dreams to be reached.
To live my life to the absolute fullest.
Catching the stars,
helping other peoples,
changing the world,
and off course to reach my biggest dream: jannah

This day, and everyday in my life,
will be the part of my scenario in this world.
To fullfill my dream step by step,
to plan my future day by day,
to connect the puzzle of my live part by part.

Dear God,
please give me, my family, and my-will-be-new-family,
Your blessing,
so we can fullfill our dream in this world,
and reach our last destination in Your heaven.
Amin….

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